Doom, Doom, Doom

Yes, folks, you read right, it's pessimism day here in my head. Why? Let's start with the fact that February s the worst month of the year. The whole Valentine's Day thing is horribly depressing when you're single, with no signs of change. I'm working third shift now, which, while the pay will get me by, the schedule doesn't help anything(10pm- 7am, and that's IF we get to leave on time). Also, I seem to be in a social void now, a black hole, if you will. I certainly will. I can't get to sleep until 9am at the earliest, and don't get up before 7pm.

I am doomed. I don't want to become an ancient, single Christian man. Life's too lonely. I can't get through alone.