Thursday, August 17, 2006

Frustration, en masse

What are these frustrations?
The usual for anyone in or near my situation, I guess. Work seems to be going nowhere for me, in fact it's only getting harder(less people, more freight). I can't seem to get myself together enough to finish my grad school application process. And socially, life simply stinks; I have trouble finding any time to hang out with anyone, making new friendships weaker than I'd like. And I won't go far into the girl thing, except to say that, one told me in the last couple months she doesn't look for guys at church; where then should I look, the bars? No thanks, I want a believer.

I've actually just started applying for new jobs today, so maybe something will play out. But Walmart has everything done on computer these days and you have to be on the clock to apply. Well, when I'm clocked in I'm trying to take care of the great mass of freight we have for the night.

I feel powerless in this, which in some ways helps me lean on God. In others though, it's bad. My sleep schedule has been suffering more and more. I miss being able to talk with people regularly, that is people outside of work. Also, I'd like to do more ministry stuff, but my schedule really doesn't let me; sleep schedule is too erratic, and many groups only have specific hours they take help.

Please, pray for relief.

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